My heart aches but my conscience hurts more.
The thought of you is in me, constantly.
If there was an antidote to this feeling, I'd want two dozes... one is not enough.
The memories linger as I breathe, blink and sigh.
But then I pray and seek his refuge and it's all gone.
If memory serves me right I once was happy...
Truly happy, but then I woke up and realized the sad truth.
My subconscious was speaking to me, screaming at me, loud and clear.
I decided to open my ears and take off the blind fold.
Life took a 180 and it was the hardest.. it IS the hardest thing I've ever done.
It was January and we are in August, almost September and it's still hard.
HE will give me the strength.
With him I will survive.
I will hold HIS hand and I will let him guide me.
No comments:
Post a Comment